Sunday, May 2, 2010, 2.5.10
every night i cry to sleep thinking and missing the past times with him
at times i think does he still care like he used too maybe am not worth it
am sorry if things fucked up put the blame on me cause am cursed
problems after problems as nights come i close my eyes wishing things would get better
but once i woke up disaster slaps me multiple times and the least i could wish for was seeing you like old days thats enough to wash out my sorrow
keeping me alive and pump up even tho its just a screen happiness flow via the multiple molecules from the air spaces
hoping he still care like he used too cause i cant stop loving him even tho in reality restriction puts us apart but one out of another i just hope, wish him the best in life living to the fullest and always having happiness in life and achieving his goals
one thing i would never forget is how someone makes me feel special i may have alot of exes but i just wanna thanks them for making my life happy at a certain point, am thankful enough. at least i gain happiness from past
think positive think straight all thats matter now is to focus calm down, be confident think beauty :D
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20-01-1990
Aquarius
Arabic+Ind
Age: 20
Updated new : 30th March
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