today finally meet my gf, vee! so we when to watch phobia 2 it was awesome! yes a must to watch!!so after that we had lunch i had chicken and she had beef stew, it was yummy!! aft that when to daiso,and spotlight to check few halloween things , and yea am planning to do a halloween party!and everything(idea) i had in mind..lol.. ok this kinda thing is my thing..lol..aft that when to yamaha and when to view few few instruments there while vee was trying sort of jamaica drum like ..i was chekcing out the guitars, idk why but theres this weird dude checking me out same goes at the ear piece shop.. what wrong with me? am not an artist.. hahas.am just a normal person, maybe ugly hahas.. ok enough of the stares..so after that when to check this awesome shop call touched by an angel yea it was soo nice..they sell angelic arts and in the shop also has a cafe! hahas ain't it's awesome. so yea i just when to take some girls pict they were eating there so i when to ask them if i could so yea they were sporting enough .. thanks girls :) and yea they are cute..uniform,tea party look alike meal..hahas..aweee..and then time to go home! and yea.. in train another stares .. aiyo.. am not a MONSTER!! am normal!! people! SO STOP THE STARES PLS!! i hate when peep stares its like "shes an alien" hahas am not from mars am from earth..!
so when bck and mom told me got earthquake at padang so we were worried for our cousins there..yea so call them up and make sure they all are fine, and yea they are save and sound.. such a relief.and hope they all are fine..thanks for all the trouble in guiding us at padang, i miss you guys alrdy :(.. don't worry i'll be BACK!! hahas.. :P
, 30.9.09
heres my story trip at Padang
when there on the 24th flight was at 12.05 and wake up early morning like nearly 8 and mom alrdy goes "QUICK WE'RE GONNA MISS THE FLIGHT!!" so all set to go terminal 3 but end up we were suppose to go budget airport! well it was my first time at budget airport. so yea.. it's small hahas. and so from terminal 3 we had to took the skytrain then bus, and guess what out of all the trouble and noise with the wrong place, we misplace the printed paper that prove we bought the tix via net.So again mom babling bla bla so careless..so me and dad when to look in all the bus .. yes finally 3rd bus I found the papers it was slip beside the seat. hahas so yea.my bro, mom and granny sat together. as i bought the tix last min. so i had to sit alone i dont mind.. i prefer to go alone.so it was relaxing hahas.reach there like 50 mins ltr and idk some indon guy came and goes hello madam lt me take your bag at my granny.. my granny was like "oh! who r u?someone is gonna take me alrdy it's ok.." not knowing it was him.. cause my lil cousin came with my indon side family to take us and he plan to make us worried..hahas.so yea the trip to the my cousin place was like 8 hrs .. due to the congestion of traffic.and yea.. we all had butt cramp!2nd day we go to see the hills and Sawah Padi.. it was very NICE. took few picts there.then ltr we when to go view some waterfall the next day and when to climb the rocks, cam whoring with everyone and yea had fun..then the next day was my cousin marriage yea she had to wear the traditional marriage costume of the peeps there 'minang kerbau', so from this house, which have a very old lady age nearly 100, it's my cousin husband granny. yea..so from there we took this horse carriage and we ride around the village, its a traditional to show off the new bridemaid there via that way so yea..yea again butt cramp hahas. cause the horse cabin was so small hahas..on the fourth day everyone took a bus and when to 'bukit tinggi' shopping, bluehh mostly go to the aunti kinda places..yea which is to buy silk and clothes -_-, but i only got my self a batik print bag and a t-shirt which guns on it.and we when to the mall the mall is sooo crowded..hell yea..and from what i see, theres this lil boy who was crying cause he got beaten up cause he was caught by the guard due to stealing, yea theres kids who do those things there so we had to be very very careful with our valuables..so all the aunt gangs spend like mad...hahas..and the next day was more awesome!!ok it wasn't that awesome, but i made a new friend, Yogi. lol he's cute compares to the others i saw..hahas.he's our driver to 'Market' so me and my lil cousin didn't want to go to the fish market so we sat in the van and talk with him and make friend..hahas..me and my cousin plan to buy jeans but end up the aunties gangs!!! spend too much time at the wet market -_- so we didnt had time to buy any jeans..but after that we when to play 'rakit' it's like a bamboo tie together to make a boat and you use one stick to ride it..it was awesome and yea our new friend followed.. hahas..:P, so one boat 4 peeps.. me,yogi,my lil cousin;liana,my cousin;sis nadia and her husband..and our driver is yogi which is soo thin hahas.. and half way across the lake it rain hahahas.. and it was soo cold! but it was damn awesome! if we knew we couls have gone to this place earlier.coz we tot we could buy jeans but end up no time!!!*show teeth* -_- okok the next day our trip bck home, awe everyone kiss and wave good bye and tc.. it was memorial and fun..it's fun knowing other country traditional trends.. like I say, I love to learn new things in life..it's fun to see and experience something different from our daily life.yea.. so am planning to go there again!! woohooo yogi wait for me ehk LMAO hahas.he is just a friend liao.hahas..but that nite mom told me theres weird sounds dogs howling and when dogs howls at nite it means they saw ghosts yea its creepy.. cause when me and mom was showering, we heard something, the dogs howling like mad.. it was like 5 plus..scary yea..cause we heard like " shouting of satans" when the mosque nearby recite prayers at that time..scary like hell..hahas. but lucky i sleep like a death person hahas..so i dont hear anything..lol.hahas.so yea.. i had FUN and am soooooooo going there again..*picts are available in my pix gallery *
Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 23.9.09
ok heres the news that day early ramadhan i when out with my group of girlfriend ,vee and fazila. so we when to eat at this wafer shop, they sold spagetti, i think if am not wrong i ate cream sauce mushroom spagetti haha.. awesome.. haha.. it was fun and we when back late..when to geylang to walk around and that day me and vee(LOVE her) also when to do henna"FREE!" haha done by her friend. and we plan to go genting and become crazy with the scary rides!! hahas.can't wait!! weee!!hop hop hop.
catch our pictures under pictures.
and end of ramdhan like a few days before Raya when out with my crazypork girls it was awesome too, i always appreciate my gfs outing everytime.. cause they all are my LOVE, really.i do anything for them, my real real close friend even if i would to cancel a date (^^) so we when vivo buy LJS and ate outside while seeing the sea area. hahas. it was awesome. yes i love the sea breeze! and sunset!.haha.we have a great time! it was wonderfully awesome!LOVE both of them.when to the same bookstore,but :( theres no sight of the person am searching.hahas. but well at least i enjoy my day with my gfs :)..and we had a grp hug!am waiting for Karaoke outing.hahas..:P
they're hot/crazy picts of us!!
ok, i realise alot of things happened recently, but hell to it, all I care is that i got CARE from my mom and those others who I really want care from, yea.. thats most important.idc whether i have a bf or not, all i care is I have the LOVE of my life from both parents :) and my gfs and Friends which are real real close are more important so yea.am hapy NOW. wee! i LOVE YOU ALL.GROUP HUGS *sretch arm like the mrs incredibles* lol..
OK heres news for TODAY had to pack lugage to go Indon,Padang.my auntie and cousin have reached only my fam and my grandmama we are leaving tom at 12 so am going there from 24-29 idk what time is the flight back. but i know i got all the plans up ahead hahaha.2nd oct going raya and few days bck goin genting and on the 10 oct goin karaoke..haha.
so yea peeps anything BEEP me aft 29 hahas.i know there i wont be able to contact anyone my cellphone no autoroam.. and am so gonna miss u peeps.LOVE YOU ALL!!miss all!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 22.9.09
oh am addicted to pimping my blog that i got no time to write on it so much to write so lil time, btw i got to credit few people..need to remind myself to do tom.and write my blog often.. i had took few pictures *under picture sections* btw now no more wrk but i did enjoy the few days at work thanks to the guys there."thanks guys :)" *eric* *raihan* *the sri lanka guy* *ind guy* *eddie* *idk who but he wrks at the bar n looks nice * *the girls there* i had a great day wrking with you peeps..and the last day was well fine, i didn't went home straight since i cant fast, i went to smoke & sit alone near the sea via sentosa at vivo.with the full breeze at noon, it was awesome.. was gd time for reflection yea i did.did hard thinking. i tell myself no i cant give up i need to look up n if i fall i need to stand up myself, no noone is gonna help me,you must be STRONG JANNAH!yea and i did for these few days. cause i learnt alot from the mistakes i did..learning from it makes me a stronger person . and thankful.its like a slap on your face to wake you up.. thats the way to really really wake someone up to reality!aft reflecting, wen to this cool looking bookstore, it was my style , i was browsing thru all the cook/recipes books, found few awesome, interesting books .jamie oliver cook bk, i love the way he cooks he is one of my fav chef , other then nigellia feast...love her way too, but her method is less healthy comparable to jamie oliver.it be awesome to be a chef, i always have passion in cooking only i kinda lazy lol..i admit ok lol..n plus i'am more to liking to cook food which is not my side, those typical traditional mly food, i like those fine perfect dining/ baking its more to arts side.. art = me..i always enjoy art .thats my passion, and new things bedazzled me..ok the part wen i was browsing and too into the recipes books until i half notice a cutie noticing me. and its oh-so-french-romantic-love-meet-up lol..girl meets boy at bkstore boy watches girl girl notices girls find him a cutie only things ended w/out nothing aweeee!...if to be destined then shall meet again haha..and best is the bckgrnd melody plays a french tunes.oh its so romantic love story lol..ok for here today am going to sleep like a death doll now too sleepy.. shall continue soon. :)
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 13.9.09
blabla bla am too busy with work & nothing else new schedule work,home,work,home,beach... nothing else just like pass and am happy with it.
being independent is my life, all i care is my family and my real friends, i miss my girl friendsss
so life is pretty busy all i got time is to update twitter via cellphone, so basically twitter is my second blog
i cried not because am sad i cried bcoz am touched remember those times when i say you nvr sms or call me and am jealous of other kids when they told me bout their great moms,dads yea now am very happy you called me and always ask bout me where am i, and you believe me this time cause i know am not lying am working my ass off to be more useful, independent girl, which i believe one day, that you can stop working, and i can take care&support you instead. yea I love you MOM and i appreciate the calls&care..
and when everything crumbles down in life theres only the close ones so peeps bttr make a great choice in life don't choose someone you don't know yet then those you see them every single day only you don't communicate alot, they are everything, even when you are bad, rude, evil, or ugly, they still care&love you..
*game to try whether this statement proof it rite*
try calling your boyfriend and say hey i got aids, do you still loves me?? do you still want to share everything with me?
answer: yes>he is a true gentlemen, hail to this kinda man(hard to find) no>he's an ass yes and no, maybe> seriously this one is worst..why can't say straight anwser A BIG NO NO!! just trying hard to be nice but actually they are the worst type.!fuck you!yea!
and i can say yes your family would be man and would try to avoid you due to the sickness, but trust me out of will at least one of them, your mom would think of you, what are you eating,why you do this? the meaning is why must my child die at this age?
that day my mom was like asking me hey go take medication you are kinda sick..don't be silly with only a cough other sickness might comes.. my answer oh yea, maybe am dying .. yay yay.. better to die then live. mom actually said, don't say that you crazy girl!(that shows she care) and am touched with this lil things.. YES AM SENSITIVE, SO WHAT .. at least am thankful and i pray for my family happiness and my real real true close friends a happy life and smile always LOVE YOU ALL HUGS
Friday, September 4, 2009, 4.9.09
Heres the NEW thing with me & life am more INDIE tend to go for more vintage WAIT am still loving my JROCK&KPOP
and I just receive a MORNING GOOD NEWS from my cousin she's PREGNANT one mth well congrats, hope she make it.. am gonna get a niece.hahas well not that i haven't got niece, But this one is the first from my Mom's side
today my MOOD was oh so motherly wife haha, whats with the cooking&baking and being oh so I LOVE babies, they're so preciously cute..
theres like ONE thing I am suffering from, NUMBNESS! my hands are numb its like OK usually when you touch yourself, then one touch you, it's different,its like yea its my hands for me, like its not my hands.. NUMBNESS of feeling. OH GOSH
OK am changing EVERYTHING LIFE ATTITUDE and much more this 2009 had been a whole big SHIT year am hoping by end of the yr things goes well for US yea~too much of a CHANGE for this yr how many sickness i had and I wasn't pron in getting sick usually having a stupid mistake which out me down always fighting over lil stuff getting MAD easily becoming more WILD (all the Negatives)
being more self confidence knowing whats bad and whats right learnt alot from past experience who are the correct types of ppl whom is the bad TYPES. be a stronger person! having to overcome my peers and obstacles of LIFE. guidance from trusted ppl,CLOSE like family and friends being a different person knowing theres ppl out for me being a more independent person study and learnt new things (positive sides of 2009)
~am in a bless mood~ blessing the positive income of life and abandoning the negative thinking POSITIVE THINKING MAKES A PERSON HAPPY happy days to my peeps
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I
JUST
WANNA
SAY
I LOVE YOU
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I
KNOW
YOU LOVE ME TOO
(^u^)
Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 2.9.09
am finding messing with HTML is quite interesting yea,when you get the FINAL OUTCOME, and it's what you expected or it turn out COOLER.. like oh really I did this? AWESOME didn't knew I could do such A THING
OK since SHIT had happened i just have to bold it cause WHAT have past is just the PAST what am looking now is FUTURE looking FORWARD
all I can say is AM LAUGHING AT YOU cause am the ONE leading the HAPPY LIFE having the BRIGHTER FUTURE and YOU GOT NOTHING.. *haha*
BTW thanking my FRIENDS for the SUPPORT and cheering my DAYS or A LISTENER yea THANKS LOVE
thanking Syuha for being there always 4 me thanking Vee for being my company in ALL thanking Zero for the hypnotizm/meditation~LOL thanking Sam for singing a song with "GAY lyrics" hahas.. (*lyrics written in 2 mins>FORGIVEN for the GAYISH lyrics*) thanking Raman for listening to my shitty LIFE thanking Sis for being AWESOME~teaching,leading me to a better and right things thanking Mom for Loving me(I LOVE YOU,i know you 2 :P and I know you LOVE my KISSES :P) thanking Daddy for pampering me with my wants :P (YOU ARE THE GREATEST DADDY :P) thanking Brother for being sooo Proctective..(*over*) LOL
i BAKE Brownie and it turn out' BLUEHH~wasn't as SUPERB AS BEFORE
and I few DAYS TO EXAM and we had an event to some open house at some army CAMP -_- isn't it like WASTE time & its compulsory better have an EVENT like EXTRA REVISION LESSON at least that have benefit for the examination BLUEHH!!~
OK AM GONNA STUDYYYY AND I MEANT IT!! ARGHHH
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