Friday, July 17, 2009, 17.7.09
people come people go people being kind, with motives YES,theres people like this and in life theres ups and down just look at the bright sides and think positive of life you're not alone suffering theres others who is facing the same or maybe worst so why are you sulking badly see the bright side you got true friend when you are in pain you're not alone and am not gonna hate you for being mean or living me alone all i care is you still have the urge to say hi is enough coz am not a person who hates those who did mistake mistakes is normal for humans and don't show you're weak if you can't face what you have done i think you are too coward if someone would to run away all you got to do is think deeply and learnt from your experience not every lil thing have to end up with running away and i can say it won't help a single bit in erasing your mistake just that it's not wise of you in thinking that with that everything could be forget i can assure NO no one can lie to ownself it's just to think straight and be the new you and you can still be the having contacts with your past. only your mindset changes thats makes you stronger in life now is the time for relax and peace new urban indie is the new style and being single and smiling is the new me only one stays deep me being independent cause that makes me stronger in life and not to depend on others and i look up on your independent life and one more thing,me being a thinker i still think of everything just am making me busy and yes it works being happy with my normal relaxing slow pace life
~ PEACE URBAN INDIE LIFE ~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 1.7.09
fine from bad~worst~HELL!! i don't understand my life... why can't happiness stay? is it cause am a bad person? i know i am..i admit it I'M A BAD PERSON!! so yea~but doesn't a bad person also deserve happy life?
look at the stars.moon.sky. i wish i can be the star?moon?sky? easier life.and no life.and no need to think much. so yea.cut me with a blade.let the blood flow. idc no more.no one care.what is care?
no worries.madness is nvr showed. am thankful i got such an awesome daddy!! i love you dad for being the best dad,! am thankful!!! nice and understanding, and gives everything i want~ thanks dad...
am praying tom comes fast so i can quickly leave for my vacation,and ease my mind... seriously i really really need to rest my mind, altho i know when i get bck things not going to be well.. but all i know is am gonna have fun there. and hope someone can show me love and care there even if it was only for a while? am not hoping much,but i just wish i have that in my life..
how cool and calm and trying my best not to care~ i still care..yes i treasure you still thanks chris for showing me love and care and making me special,even if it was only a moment~you are appreciated and am thankful at least..hope you the best and am here as a friend if you got problem..even if you dont want to~~
if i can shout this moment YES i want to shout!! i hate my life!!!!
idc no more now!!cause no one cares. seriously i wish i die this moment..oh i wish i never love anyone, i used to hate guys alot due to my past..~don't ask why.. don't want to tell!!and still hating now!!,but i stop at a moment, when someone said i won't treat you like the others..yes not easy for me to trust, no matter how i still never trust, but as times pass my trust is increasing, and i can tell this theres hundreds of guys of there that wish they can be trusted, why i can't?but why do i trust one guy?yes you!!~hmm~ guys are all the same..only think of themself!,and all dirty minded!! no you just want the body not the heart!! oh and they're good with sweet and nice talk! which will melt any girls heart~ but well who cares, this is part of life! and i learnt something in life~so yea... humans are not perfect,they are weak..i know so forgiven..and cool~ cause IDC no more,i have a black heart! yes am still playing my own game. *Grin* and i just wish idk,one day i die, and thats that..IDC much.. FUCK YOU PEOPLE!! leave me alone!if you do i would too! and i would never do bad things to you, and any others....... so yea..just live me alone..
i need alone time YAY 12 MORE HRS TO WAKE UP AND KL VACATION!
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20-01-1990
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