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Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 6.1.10

i had a moment of thinking a while ago,i was thinking and vision what should i do in the future,
seriously i got no interest in the course am taking,am more to psychology,fashion design,culinary either of these.and i was telling myself hey what do i like?idk myself.how i wish i could live like the life of the group of rainbows, who they dont bother to think of money and other stuff just be together and happy. ashraft was like telling me bout these group of people its super interesting,
yes..some might think its a myth but i do believe in these kinda people and i would say i look up to these kinda people cause they can do so much better of then those people who is living high now..i meant they are living happy without money etc. all they do is help each other.what matters in lifeis it money?education?having name?why do we care so much of that?what do we get if we get name? so what?everyone fight for this.. why?why does money matters so much until people can go rob a bank and sacrifice their life just for a piece of paper?why does people study so high?what do they get?recognization and a good job and they get a work with huge salary which is the same as wanting a good salary more money to earn.whats so good of this paper which makes every humans go blinded..i dont understand.i hate this money blinded world.
i wanna be one of the rainbows i wish i can migrate and join them. i dont mind. and ashraft was telling me bout his dream somehow idk why but i tot of it maybe its much better. and the best is these kinda people dont mind their group having different religion. what matters is making one another happy and who cares about money and standard.hey maybe we both can join the rainbow my dear ashraft.