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Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 13.1.10

I dont know where am at and my mind keeps changing.its like am psycho.the reason i am into psychology is to know who am i.and knowing how the brain works.afterlife mind works.emotions too changes the mindset.have you wonder why do you like someone?or why they like you? why do you feel sad when things you care or appreciate loses?shall continue....

Friday, January 8, 2010, 8.1.10

I wish he knows how much i miss him more then he miss me...
one minutes of me talking to my sis hah "i already miss you "
one sec you say you wanna make coffee " one sec seems like hours.."
everynight i hope to see you online,but they keep asking me to sleep,
well for now i got to do what am told yea, for my own good, and for health too.
Am loving it. it's ok if i dont see or talk to you for days,at least I know you miss me,
just like i miss you is enough, i wont ask much, am thankful enough for the tiniest bit.
and i still love my friends and always be there for them anytime. so dear friends..
i love you all,and if theres any problems which you people feels sad or down bout,
feel free to let it out, i can't promise you i guaranteed for your happiness, but all i can do,
is to cheer you guys up at the moment and that one short moment is worth in making,
a friend smile and forget her/his sorrows..so hip hip hooray people.and all i ask for is,
just be happy and always smile even if am not part of it. I LOVE YOU ALL.
kisses and hugs xoxoxoxo :P

Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 6.1.10

i had a moment of thinking a while ago,i was thinking and vision what should i do in the future,
seriously i got no interest in the course am taking,am more to psychology,fashion design,culinary either of these.and i was telling myself hey what do i like?idk myself.how i wish i could live like the life of the group of rainbows, who they dont bother to think of money and other stuff just be together and happy. ashraft was like telling me bout these group of people its super interesting,
yes..some might think its a myth but i do believe in these kinda people and i would say i look up to these kinda people cause they can do so much better of then those people who is living high now..i meant they are living happy without money etc. all they do is help each other.what matters in lifeis it money?education?having name?why do we care so much of that?what do we get if we get name? so what?everyone fight for this.. why?why does money matters so much until people can go rob a bank and sacrifice their life just for a piece of paper?why does people study so high?what do they get?recognization and a good job and they get a work with huge salary which is the same as wanting a good salary more money to earn.whats so good of this paper which makes every humans go blinded..i dont understand.i hate this money blinded world.
i wanna be one of the rainbows i wish i can migrate and join them. i dont mind. and ashraft was telling me bout his dream somehow idk why but i tot of it maybe its much better. and the best is these kinda people dont mind their group having different religion. what matters is making one another happy and who cares about money and standard.hey maybe we both can join the rainbow my dear ashraft.

Saturday, January 2, 2010, 2.1.10

have you ever felt when you're with someone you dont know quite well,
like you just met this person and it feels so nice and comfort that it feels,
like you knew that person for long,it just feels the warm comfy feeling..
not like when you go out with someone you just know and having
that weird akward feeling.no i dont feel akward at all.its like i knew
you for long and i know i can trust you then any other peeps. dont
ask me why,i dont know myself.i even have a dream of after school ends,
i could migrate and study there too :), hah weird dream i guess....
hello mr packs ily opps did i say ily? no no i was implying to the D&G model
hahahahas :P ily=I LOVE Yatch,I Lick Yam,Its Lonely Yea..^U^

oh yea wanna thanks dr ashraft wannabe for the treath..i LOVE the apple crumbles..
and for everything hope you love the present hoho and have a nice trip bck to france :D