Thursday, November 5, 2009, 5.11.09
*invites to my bestgf partay*i love you guys!* *design and plan all by me :D
 
Hello Bananas Choco :P,
wow i want that dear badly,well alot of things happened lately, like bands,gigs,parties plans.. and add on to problems.. Yes I may look happy and all.not that I dont have Problems, I do..but I just dont think of it, i take it the positive way... Well thats life,theres ups and downs..maybe now am having bad, but i know sooner theres something else which is much better to expect, and sulking and getting tense up won't make me bttr, it only result in worst sit., Thats how I stay Happy always.. every lil things, i will see the positive side.. if you put your mind this way, am sure your life would be fine :)
And theres an event to my porkies bday!!(*made an invitation,check it out..on top*) I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH! IDK why, but all matters for me is to make them happy, cause I care so much for them, i just wanna see their smiling face when they see my special suprise.personally I nvr care so much for ppl like I do nowadays. idk why..They are my best moment this yr.. Thanks God for I met this 2 ppl.Even if I just know them like a yr plus,not that long. But my care for them is so much..maybe I know why.. *i dont have a bf to care , so I care for them more. *I dont receive much Care personally, so its bttr I show my care to someone who is worth it. *Am Thankful that finding them is the bestest that happened to me this yr. *due to my shitty yr for this yr and they are the TOP1best that happened for me in 2009. *So why not appreciated my bestest thing *They are NICE ppl, ppl who motivates me when am down,so now its my turn to do gds to them. *They are the ppl I share problems with..and feeling together..(we can sit and cry together for one person unhappy moment),it shows our connection of friendship..
I was asking myself why do I care for ppl??Why do I always help ppl? seriously what I want to do is make this world a bttr place , so everyone is happy.. At least make a different in someone Life..IDC if they would to Thank me ltr in life or not. At least I know they are happy..If I can't make myself happy, at least make someone else I care happy :) that be my happiness now..Cause I know I can't be super happy...due to pastlifes...but hey if the people I care is happy why not..at least they are happy..that put me to happiness in my Life..:D
*to syuha&chanelle* dont worry I make sure you guys have the love and care.. bestfriends
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