bla bla bla
am too busy with work & nothing else
new schedule
work,home,work,home,beach...
nothing else
just like pass
and am happy with it.

being independent is my life,
all i care is my family and my real friends,
i miss my girl friendsss

so life is pretty busy
all i got time is to update twitter via cellphone,
so basically twitter is my second blog

i cried not because am sad
i cried bcoz am touched
remember those times when i say
you nvr sms or call me
and am jealous of other kids
when they told me bout their great moms,dads
yea now am very happy you called me
and always ask bout me
where am i, and you believe me this time
cause i know am not lying
am working my ass off
to be more useful,
independent girl,
which i believe one day,
that you can stop working,
and i can take care&support you instead.
yea I love you MOM
and i appreciate the calls&care..

and when everything crumbles down in life
theres only the close ones
so peeps bttr make a great choice in life
don't choose someone you don't know yet
then those you see them every single day
only you don't communicate alot,
they are everything, even when you are bad,
rude, evil, or ugly,
they still care&love you..

*game to try whether this statement proof it rite*

try calling your boyfriend and say hey i got aids,
do you still loves me?? do you still want to share everything with me?

answer: yes>he is a true gentlemen, hail to this kinda man(hard to find)
no>he's an ass
yes and no, maybe> seriously this one is worst..why can't say straight anwser A BIG NO NO!!
just trying hard to be nice but actually they are the worst type.!fuck you!yea!

and i can say yes your family would be man and would try to avoid you due to the sickness,
but trust me out of will at least one of them, your mom would think of you, what are you eating,why you do this? the meaning is why must my child die at this age?

that day my mom was like asking me hey go take medication you are kinda sick..don't be silly with only a cough other sickness might comes..
my answer oh yea, maybe am dying .. yay yay.. better to die then live.
mom actually said, don't say that you crazy girl!(that shows she care)
and am touched with this lil things..
YES AM SENSITIVE, SO WHAT ..
at least am thankful
and i pray for my family happiness
and my real real true close friends a happy life and smile always
LOVE YOU ALL
HUGS