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Friday, May 8, 2009, 8.5.09

OMG!!!

Kill me NOW like Seriously

Fucking Fuck UP..That I feel Like ARGH!!!!

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Throwing Anything That is near me;

Or Beat Someone Up;Kill Someone;

Like Seriously I just Wasted My Fucking FUCK UP Time ;

For Fucking Going to the Fucking Shop;

Which they eventually say that the PAY is Today;

I'm Already too Fuck'd Up that they change the Day from Friday to Sat then to Sun

AND NOW FUCKING MONDAY!!

Thanks for Wasting my Fucking Life

and add on my Stressness LIKE SERIOUSLY;

I have enough Stressness in my Life rite now,

Don't need MORE PLEASE!!

Hey Guys Thanks For trying to cheer me up;

Yes you guys;

Syuha,Aida,Afandi and Syafiq

Thanks Alot...

But I'm too Fuck'd Up

I know You guys are too,

And I would like to apologise for being too Moody

Idk Man I'm like so Fuck'd Up.

Man I really need to control my Anger and Mood nowadays

I'm Just Mad at myself sometimes.

IDK whats wrong with me,like seriously;

I get so Angry at all lil things;

I'm not Eating Well;

I always feel like Vomitting after I eat;

And sometimes I feel like qutting School;

Cause I have no interest in Studies anymore..

I dont know why,I really want to Get Good Grades,

And to always say to myself I should study but I never did;

and I get very lethargic soo much recently;

Like as if I'm going to Die soon;

OH I WISH I WAS ABOUT TO DIE,

And on Monday I got to go to NUH again

for second appointment;

Idk do some core needle thing;

And I'm like seriously dk what is that..

But I hope It would KILL ME.

ARGH!!!!!

Wanna know my wish Now?

is cut off my heart and give to someone who wish to live a longer LIFE.

And IDK why I'm like having difficulties in breathing nowadays..

Idk why?symptoms of Dying I think;

And I have to keep breathing slowly..

so I can control my Anger,a long deep breathe...

like every Second;

Like seriously My Life was good during the Hols at least;

After School Open everything turn back to BAD

from BAD to WORST

and I nvr really feel so Good in Life always;

Only that time IDK why;

altho I have to Work Alot and feel so Tired;

I still feel Happy at least;

and when i get sick at least people care;

and have alot of Jokes with my Work friends;

and a good life..I really miss those Days;

Like Really Really...

And NOW things have to go back to my OLD fucking Life.

ALL FUCK'D UP AND SHITS;

But hey at least I still have my friends.

Love you guys Alot,

Thanks for being there for me;

Hugs Hugs Hugs

And to my Love Bitch

Take Care of Your Flower From

Your BoyFriend

"Mohd T.O.P bin P.O.T"

LOL

A Koreamly=Korean+Malay

Haha..That Joke really Burst My Mood for a while..

Thanks to you all..

This is why I Will Always Treasure our friendship

And I hate it when we all start school and have lesser time to hang out.

I MISS ALL OF YOU TOO MUCH!!

I want everyone bck..except for that BITCH which cause ALL Shit to Happen

It not only Affect our friendship but our LIFE+ATMOSPHERE+EVERYTHING!!

FUCK OFF LA!

everything was just fine until You try to Fit IN'

And Congrats You WON!!

Happy NOW??

Oh my? These type of people still exists?

I rather have a DRAG QUEEN as a friend like seriously...

*criesssss

I'M LIKE SERIOUSLY TOO PISS OFF NOW!!

FUCK YOU!!

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