OMG it's Been Ages Since I Cry About Someone'
Like Seriously'
I Dont Know what The Fuck Wrong With Me
I guess my Head Wire is Losing or electrocuted;
OR I can say is My Temperature is getting High
I'm getting SICK.. again? omg,
can i JUST die and get over with LIFE now,
And Tom i got a test which i studied on SATURDAY;
and now with my Fucked UP'd head
I don't think i can remember ONE single shit,
even if I remember also; i'm just to FUCK'D up to think anything
expecially NOW!


And these few days I've been so FUCKED'D up,
i get MAD at every lil things which bothers me ALOT,
every person who talks to me will tend to be scolded;
or I'm just PISS off with everything I do or DONE,
Well I'm sorry PEOPLE
IDK whats wrong with me nowadays
FUCK SHIT KANINA CIBAI
I just feel like killing someone
or at least smash something UP (my face?)
I think i'm just carried awy with alot of SHIT
SHIT HAPPENS yea..so Does LUCK,
maybe today is just a SHITTY day for me,
TOM or next time would be my HAPPY days.
FUUHHH... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10..
haha i need to attend an anger management course NOW!
LIKE REALLY REALLY;
I'm going Crazy nowadays,
I'm too worried about every lil STUFF,
that i'm not doing things well
and thinking non-straight,WTF is WRONG with ME!
*knock head on wall*
OMG REMIND ME TO GO OUT AT NIGHT ALONE,
stroll along the Park,look at the MOON and stars at NIGHT,
I usually do that..But nowadays SELDOM;
like I have Time?I wish I can Steal Time;Freeze Time,
Shit..FUCKING SHIT.
I really Hate This Feeling LAAAAA...
I Seriously Need Entertainment OR At Least Give Back What I Got Last Time.
(^^)


HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY
it's OK Ruki-san is here!!
AWE I wish this is soo fucking TRUE
Fantasy is better then Suffering w/out anything to occupy your HEAD..
RUKI HUGS HUGS