OH Shit!
It's just so Fuck'd UP now!!;
and this is my second fucking POST,
I'm just So Fucked Up now,
Thinking that i Have to Work Later;
and it's Labour Day;holiday,
while all the people are enjoying their holiday;
ME have to work!,well I'm not complaining about going to work;
or am i thinking that work is SHIT,
just that damn i'm fucking Tired man!,
Imagine from morning until NOW!,
both one after another both parents ,
keep babbling about house chores and all shit..
and it's always me who have to hear it,
and bloody siblings keep dissapearing from home.so who else to blame on ? duh me!!
and now I'm working and schooling at the SAME TIME!
i'm much exhausted;
so i barely have time even to pamper myself.
i got to think about studies plus now i'm in yr 2;
and how to find $$ by working, and additional of this babbling??
what are the others doing;
in my house?i dont blame my parents..
they are doing most of the works.. but my sis and bro,
DAMN,I know they are tired too, everyone is tired..
both are still schooling,so am i + work!,
and have you seen how i work at my workplace it's not sitting on the chair and shake legs..
definedly not!;but at least HELP
our parents up man.. don't always make me help them only..
what am i'm the only child here?yea i wish i was,so i get all the pamper.

And mom was like asking me "so do you think you can go to poly?"
my answer was " i dont know..".

And plus there other problems which haunts me too,
About my sickness.Idk, maybe i'm thinking negative;
But man i wish i die soon,get over with Life.
Living in this World is just for awhile;everyone will die one day,
So why wait so long, the longer i live in this world.the more problem,
and more sins...rather get over with life and be death,rest in peace in my tomb.

I so need Entertainment NOW!.
I miss alot of People!, Please come back to me..
*Cries..
I know i'm being emotionally SHIT,but wtf cares;

Thinking about friends?and talking to alot of people yesterday definedly,
about real friends..i'm thinking about mine..
I'm always here for my friends,hearing your problems;from one friend to another,
i'm Please to be there for you guys;i do tell my problems to some of my close friends.
like Syuha,Aida.. they are the bestest friends..thks for being there for me girls.
But theres just some problems i dont comfortable telling anyone.. not even myself;
yea BULLSHIT i know;i'm just not confident..i'm always not..

I used to keep diaries; but damn theres plenty of KEPO people who read my privacy,
and they just can't keep quite about it. so why the need to keep one.
and blog. duh it's public.. of coz you can't really let all your problems here right..

and Thats all i can think for now; Blank (o_O)
~Ja ne~
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